Saturday, 16 May 2009

Just can't shake it.

Has it really been that long since I made an entry.!!
Over six months.
Where has the time gone.
I guess moving from Aol journals took it's toll on everyone.
I followed many people over to FaceBook, and I have to say it's been fun.
Lots of fun.
I have made a lot of new friends, and some special friends.
But now maybe it's time to slow down, chill out a bit.
Come home.
Here.
It's not so hectic here, a slower pace.
I can say what I want here.
I don't have to be constantly looking over my shoulder.

Maybe that's what I need right now.
I know I am desperately tired.
Maybe that's the problem.
I just can't shake this feeling I have.
This restless, fidgety feeling.
It's not like me.
If I'm honest I've backed myself into a corner and now it's flight or fight time.
At the moment I think flight is gonna win.
One thing I know for sure is.
It feels good to be home.

6 comments:

  1. Sorry you are feeling that way, I hope everything works out well for you!! Glad to see you posting!!

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  2. I tried Face Book but didn't really like it there. I'll be here in blogger land forever...LOL

    Hope you have a good week.

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  3. wow, reading this almost a year and a half after you wrote it. gosh it's painful. i still miss our jland. not that we are not friends on FB, and not that we don't have blogger, it's just that it's not quite the same. doesn't mean we can't still be community in a new way, that we can't find a "new normal". we can struggle to get there some here. but yes, like you, i am tired, and i am restless. i want to flight or fight, actually flight or hide or cry. i keep trying to fly, in blogging and in other areas of my life, and end up falling flat. that tiny bird that tries to take off and plummets to the ground instead. but i am going to keep taking off, keep trying, and one day i WILL fly, in blogging and in other areas in my life. i WILL soar. YOU will soar. WE WILL SOAR. see you in the sky! forever helpful to you i hope, krissy knox aka fisherkristina ps, thanks for giving me your blog URL on FB! :)

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  4. It is always good to be home.

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