Just can't shake it.

Has it really been that long since I made an entry.!!
Over six months.
Where has the time gone.
I guess moving from Aol journals took it's toll on everyone.
I followed many people over to FaceBook, and I have to say it's been fun.
Lots of fun.
I have made a lot of new friends, and some special friends.
But now maybe it's time to slow down, chill out a bit.
Come home.
Here.
It's not so hectic here, a slower pace.
I can say what I want here.
I don't have to be constantly looking over my shoulder.

Maybe that's what I need right now.
I know I am desperately tired.
Maybe that's the problem.
I just can't shake this feeling I have.
This restless, fidgety feeling.
It's not like me.
If I'm honest I've backed myself into a corner and now it's flight or fight time.
At the moment I think flight is gonna win.
One thing I know for sure is.
It feels good to be home.